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Journey of Life : Sujit Yadav

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This is not a poem, These are not just lines. It may be few words for somebody. But for me Its my feelings…something that I am so attached to…To my village , To my friends, To my Life…its for you all…

Aaj bhi waha kuch nahi badla. Wo raaste waise hi hai, wo galiyan utni hi tanha hai. Log aaj bhi apne kaam me usi tarah masgool hai jaisa mai chhod kar gaya tha.

Chidiyo ka chahchahana wahi hai, bulbul ka gaana wahi hai. Baarish ki bundo ko bhi pehchanta hun, Bas khud ko nahi..

Mitti ki wo mehak yuhi barkaraar hai, wo Kadmo ke nishaan wahi hai. Unse judi yaade Jehan me hai, bas hai nahi, toh mera wajood, Jo ab sabse juda hai..

Mere jaan ke baad bhi Chaand utna hi tez chamakta hai, hawaaye aaj bhi dil me tapish liye firti hai. Jugnu aaj bhi roshni sath kar bhi, raasta bhatak jaate hai…

Chulhe ki raakh, aaj bhi shamaa ke intezaar me hai. Kone me padi charpayi aaj bhi kisi ko aagosh me lene ko tayyar nazar aati hai.

Wo chhoti chhoti galiya, jinpar kabhi taktaki lagaye baithe rehte the, unpar ab Musafir aate toh hai. Par uske aane ki aas nahi..

Kheto ki pagdandi par ab apni railgaadi nahi dauda karti. Wo purani tubewell hamara badan bhigoya nahi karti. Kinaro pe lage ped aaj bhi Jawaa hai. Maano unhe kisi ki nazar lagaa nahi karti…

Chaupaal aaj bhi Bujurgo se bhari rehti hai. Aaj bhi yaha koi baazi jeet raha hota hai. To koi baazi khone ke darr se chilla raha hota hai.

Wo ghutne pe chalne waale bacche daudne lage hai. Cycle walo ko bhi picche chhodne lage hai. Kal tak Kaliyaan thi jo, ab phool ban chuki hai. Muhalle me naye naye ladko ke chakkar lagne lage hai….

Waqt kitni tezi se badal raha hai. Kal tak in raasto par chalta tha main, Aaj mera jism kisi aur raah par chal raha hai…

Sochta tha mere jaane ke baad kya hoga. Par ab mehsoos hota hai ki maano kisi ko meri parwaah hi nahi. Par mera dil samjhta hai. Samjhata hai ki Zindagi kabhi kisi ke liye nahi rukti. Log aate jaate rahenge. Zindagi ke rango me doob ke nahate rahenge. Mera kirdaar khatm hua, ab mujhe aage badhna hai…Bas ye yaado ke silsile satate rahenge….

Kisi din koi aayega, Jo iss Diary pe dhyan dega. Ultega panne aur iss kahani ko payega….Par uske liye ye mehaz kaali syahi se likhe kuch sabd honge. Dekhega, Faadega aur aag me jalaa dega.

Aur iss tarah wo shaksh mujhe raakh me mila dega….

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16 May 2014- Flowing with time

I am not practicing much. I am giving priority to my games and other work. I also bought a book, “Stop thinking and Start living by Richard Carlson.” It is a fantastic read. You should give it a try. I want to prepare myself for any govt. exam. But its not on top of list of things I want to do soon. I have earned 77+ dollars from my blog. But I have recieved only 7 till now. I dont know when Amazon will pay me. The book sales are better than the previous month but still ita not satisfactory. I am thinking to change the book cover and the description. Things are pretty bpring in my life now. But I am finding ways to live passionately. Lets see. Till then check out ny progress.

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Hope you will like them:-) Take care and Buhbye…

Drawing Elsa from Frozen

From many days, I haven’t posted any update. I am not drawing much. Because I was focusing marketing my book. My another blog page rank has decreased drastically. I dont know what happened. Today I tried drawing Elsa from Frozen. She is beautiful and sexy.

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digital art tutorial

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I am not coloring any of the drawings. Instead of that i am thinking to create an android game. But I am not able to create a character for it. I still have to learn alot about graphics design. As you can see in screeshots, there are lots of doodling in my drawing notebook. It was done my Moni. He completely filled it with color lines and awkward shapes. But he is a little child and learning. Hope he keep drawing all his life 🙂

05 Feb 2014 – Learning the fundamentals of a human body

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I tried some basic shapes of female body. I will now practice them again tomorrow.

02 Feb 2014- My progress with learning cartooning

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Yesterday i practiced hairstyles. Today i tried to draw female head. But literally most of them sucks. I think i have to look up some tutorials to help myself out. I downloded some books too. But haven’t reading any. I think i should try that hairstyle exercise once again. Although i am gonna learn female head tutorials in the night and try something new. I still have a long way to go. But I am ready.

01 Feb 2014 – What did i do today?

I have been learning drawing from past 4 months. Its a self help approach. I haven’t learnt much. But i am getting better. So here is what did i do today?

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-Sujit Yadav

Friends Forever

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This is what I wanted in my life. Just party with my friends. Meeting new people. Drink all night and hangover with them. After that a long drive on the bikes. Laughing with them, crying with them…and Dancing with them. And at the last Dying with them…

A poem about standing out of the crowd

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Apne toote huwe Dil ke tukdo ko samete huwe,
Chal raha hun mai akela, kafan ko lapete huwe,
Na mujhe raaho ka pataa hai na manzil ka,
Par iss dagar pe laakho mushafir hai, bhatakate huwe,

Kisi ne pyaar me dhokha khaya,
Toh kisi ne apno ka dagaa jhela,
Kisi ne dekhi kismat ki ruswayi,
Toh koi tha barso se akela,

Har kisi ke Dil me koi na koi gam tha,
Har koi apne ateet ki yaado ke sang tha,
Iss bojh ko Dil pe uthaye huwe,
Sab chale ja rahe the khud ko bhulaye huwe,

Mai bhi uss bheed me shaamil ho gaya,
Waqt ke isharo pe chalne ke kaabil ho gaya,
Kismat ko khuda maan, Mai jeeta chala gaya,
Raaho ka gulaam ban, zehar peeta chala gaya…

Saalo bhatakane ke baad bhi mera koi wajood naa tha,
Logo ki iss bheed me, main maano maujood na tha,

Raaho ke chaaro aur ghanaa jungle tha,
Logo ke mutaabik, waha jana badaa amangal tha,
Jo bhi jayega bheed ko chhod wo pachtayega,
Akela hi bhatak bhatak kar bemaut maara jayega,

Aisi baate sun mera mann aur ghabrane lagaa,
Aisa kya tha waha soch, katraane lagaa,
Jaan na toh chahta tha, par marne ka darr bhi tha,
Isi baat se darr kar mai bhi bheed ke piche jaane laga,

Saal beet te chale gaye,
Kadam dheeme hote chale gaye,
Umr ab dhalne si lagi thi,
Aankhe bhi dhundhlane lagi thi,

Bheed me kisi ke chehre par khushi na thi,
Log muskurate toh they par wo hansi naa thi,

Ek din maine ek bache ko titlee ke piche bhagte dekha,
Bina kisi wajah se paaglo ki tarah naachte dekha,
Uski hansi me maano koi jaadu sa tha,
Mera mann bhi ab naachne ko bekaabu sa tha,

Dekhte hi dekhte wo bacha jungle me kho gaya,
Bas apne piche putlo ki bheed chhod gaya..

Uski ik hansi ne hi mere dil ko hila diya,
barso se jiski thi talaash, uss khuda se mila diya,
Mai bhi uss bheed ko chhod jungle me chal diya,
usi waqt se maano maine apni kismat ko badal diya,

Raah anjaani jaroor thi,
par Dil me ik sukoon sa tha,
Jee raha tha mai apni marzi se,
Ab kisi par nirbhar na tha,

Yahan ki khubsurati dekhi thi toh samajh aaya,
Kyu Jinda hu mai, khud ko jaan paya,
Wo raahe toh bas insaan ko gumraah karti hai,
Dil me basey khwaabo ko tabaah karti hai

Laakho log darr se bas yuhi jee rahe hai,
Khud ko maut ke jaal me yuhi see rahe hai,

Zindagi ka matlab bheed ke piche chalna nahi hota,
Dard ya ruswayi ke darr se zehar peena nahi hota,
Marne ke darr se bahut se log Zindagi nahi jeete,
Bhool jaate hai ki bheed ke piche chalne wala bhi Amar nahi hota…

-Sujit Yadv

Important Notice

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This is a notification from the admin of techass.wordpress.com that our blog will be dead now and will not be updated frequently. The admin had moved to www.unluckystudio.com, If you need help or have any question you can reach there anytime.

Regards,
Sujit Kumar Yadav

Kuch bhi nahi – Sujit Yadav

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Ek adhoora khwaab,
Ek ankahi baat.
Ek tasveer uski dil me,
Aur mere pass, uska kuch bhi nahi….

Aankho me intezaar uska,
Baato me bas uski baatein,
khayaalo me wo mulaakaate,
Aur mere pass uska, kuch bhi nahi,

Wo mehak uske haatho ki,
Wo saraarate un pyaari raato ki,
Wo manana usey, rooth jaane par,
Waqt ka thehar jana uske nazar aane par…

Dekh mujhe ab wo bas nazare chura leti hai,
Maano yaad usey ek lamha bhi nahi,
Hongi uske pass kisi aur ki baahein ab,
Aur mere pass in yaado ke siva, kuch bhi nahi…..

-Sujit Yadav