This is how Life is

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Life is beautiful when you are with your best friends, You dont care about the world, ypu dont care about anything how you look, how ypu are dressed. You feel like you have the best people with you. You talk about your crushes, Girls,Sex, Movies, your passion all the day long. You tease each other with silly names, you irritate each others. They use abusive words for you but they dont seem bad to you. You laugh on them. You back flame them with more filthy words, You laugh with them. You ride with them. You race with them. You watch girls with them. You act crazy with them. Life seems so Perfect till then.

Then A girl enters in your Life, In starting you just talk with her as a friend, You tell your friend about her. They support you, they give their opinions to get the girl. Slowly slowly you start liking that girl. You start talking day and night. You become addicted to her sms’es , about her calls. She becomes your reason to smile. You think about her all day long. rather than sitting, chitchatting or roaming with friends you talk with her over phone. You start cancelling plans with your friends because you want to go with her. Slowly slowly your friends start teasing you with her name, they call that girl Bitch, but you act normal, you act like it doesnt hurt you. They start firing you bacause you dont spend time with them. Its true too. because at that time all you want is that Girl, Her voice seems so sweet to you. Your friend’s company seems like faded paper because you have that colourful girl with you.

Your friend’s talks seems boring and Stupid to you. You feel like they are jealous of you because you have a girl now. You start acting wierd when they are around. Everything they do start offencing you. Your love for your friends start decreasing. You feel like your friends dont understand as much as that girl do. You share every secrets with her. You start hiding things from your friends. After sometime they becomes commons friends for you. At that moment you feel like All you need is that girl.

Then one day you fought with friends on a little thing like you were waiting for that chance. Yours friends say to you that ypu are changed Dude. But you dont listen because all you feel is that your friends are wrong. At that point every silly word coming out of your friend’s mouth hurts your ego. You feel liking killing them. You just lose your temper and hit them. All those memories you have with them burn away in a second. But you dont care. Because you feel like you fucking dont need them. You delete their number, you block them on facebook. You tell about all this to your girl. She try to make you understand. She ordered you to talk to your friend but you dont listen because you feel like they have hurt you. You hate them. But now You are free. Now there is no one to call your Bitch or to tease you or to make fun of you. You are happy.

Now you have plenty of time to talk with her. Months passes. Your relationship with that girl starts fading, You feel like she have lost interest in you. She stops giving you time.You start to get irritated on little things again. Then one day you got to know about a new guy in your girl’s life. She dint tell you about him. You feel like shattered, like broken glass, You start feeling lonely, You feel like dying at that time you realize your mistake. You start to feel guilty to breaking your friemdship. You realize thst you left everything for that girl but now she left you for a new Ugly guy. You heart breaks into pieces. You start to miss your friends. But its too late. Because now even if you say sorry to them you know that your friendship will not be the same like it used to be. Now you will not be able to enjoy as you guys used to do, Now you sit alone and just miss those beautiful moments and shed tears.

But You realized this is how life is, You can not blame your friends because they dint understand you, not  yourself because You were in Love ,and not even the Girl who left you because once you too left your friends for someone.

The only thing you realized is This is how human nature is. We crave for the things we dont have, rather then respecting the beautiful things and People we have. ..

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About Sujit Yadav

Sujit Yadav is a tech savvy who loves to explore about new technology. he is also passionate about Animation and Game development. He loves to write poems and loves to draw. he is a learner of life who loves travelling, meeting new people and Ddancing.

Posted on February 16, 2013, in My Diary and tagged , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

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